Untitled...*Moth-Like*

Ever feel like you've shot ya self in the foot??

Like YOU caused yourself to become paralyzed

No longer a Need to read in between the lines....

Like, its just that time to read a Different Book???

Well, Today is that day for me..

And To Think, I thought I didn't care

Uneven slots of time were spent..

Precautions Perfectly & Purposely Positioned By Me..

No Feelings immensely invested.. SO I figured all was fair

Lesson Learned--Never attempt to trick your emotions

Feelings are birthed through thoughts and actions

And since we cannot control them,

Once They're formed, there's no retracting...

For My thoughts that I once believed were tamed...

Converted Unbeknown to me into Feelings

Too Late to react, due to my inability to subtract,

Those Notions that grew into Emotions....slowly took over me..

The Parasite Of The Mind, That later finds its way to the heart

Absorbed in past fear of the past, it Latches *click*, but on the flip....it is

Consumed & content with the recent experiences..then

Thoughts Convert Themselves To Feelings, They are now one..

No matter how you choose to reside in the state of denial...

The Truth Of The Matter Is Now Attached..

iFear Feelings Of Attachment simply Because of Its Polar Opposite

I Started To Wonder Whether or Not This Love Thing Will Ever Become a Natural Niche..

A well desired stitch within this cloth..

Yes, I Admit, "A Well Desired Stitch Within This Cloth"

Yet I'm continuously drawn to Fear

As The Visual of the Light and the Moth ....

Mic Check..

One Two...One Two... Yeah, This Thing is Definitely on

I no longer want the stage...Please Turn Off The Lights

Someone pull me from these shining Lights..

To My Subscribers, I Apologize, But Please Empathize

You See,

My Current Desire is To Be Withdrawn.....

Lights are distracting, so by subtracting,

My Reactions to Emotions Are No longer relapsing,

Lets Move Fearlessly within the Dark

Unknown to the mind where these actions will lead

All I have is "Heart" and blind emotions to steer me

I only have what I FEEL to go off of, not the view from my stage

No side comments, cut eyes, No sitting or a standing O-Va...

Not the opinions of popular groups/clicks..

Just My heart and desire for that long lost stitch..

I'm ready to be completed, Now Standing still allowing All Fears To Contract

My Conclusion is That Emotions/Love is A Sight To See Without The Light.....

I used to Love This Stage...But Y'all Can Have It Back.

No Round Of Applause Required, No Fingers That **Snap**

I used to Love This Stage...But Y'all Can Have It Back.......

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